Doodly Doodle Doo ~

First post for February 2011

On the 1st of February I've received a sms from Idiot sis

"公公要去了...."

"Grandpa is dying ..."

I was seriously panic until I shouted at BIG but tiny sis and quickly call idiot sis's phone asking what the hell is going on ...

well grandpa's personal maid went into his room and getting ready for his shower, when the maid try to wake him up, he was unconscious, they quickly send him to the emergency room and there was a very minor heart beat, the doctor said he had tried his best to save him, and then his heartbeat slowly stop, he is already 91 years old and the good thing is he dont have to suffer anymore. Ever since he got stroke he had been suffering for years, everytime when I go back to Hong Kong I will sob by looking at him sitting on his wheelchair or lying on his bed.

He already forgotten who I am ... he only remembers the things which was ages ago, he cant remember me bcoz my features had change to a young adult, if I still remain on my teenage face which was (bushy eyebrows, very short hair, majorly round and chubby cheeks), yea he definitely will remember me ... he remembers BIG but tiny sis and Idiot sis coz they didn't change that much although BIG but tiny sis is 24 but she still looks the same when she was 2, Idiot sis looks like her so yeah ...   

Grandpa is the cutest old man ever in my heart ...

he has rosy cheeks, round body with a big fat belly, when I was 5 I always lie on his belly and play with him sometimes I sleep on his belly as well ~ he will buy amazing ice-creams and candies for us to eat, he will take us to have pizza/dim sum as well, he thinks spending money on the grandchildren is worth it, when the grandchildren are happy he is happy, same as grandma.

yes Grandpa looks like the Smiling Buddha

so isn't my grandpa cute or what ~

ever since he had stroke, he had lose weight, his fat belly is gone and no more rosy cheeks

this had made me heartache ~

he used to have loud strong voice

the way he say Hello is "HeLLOOOUuuu"

Good Morning is " GOOD MORLENG"

F is "AAFFFU"

part of me is glad well not literally glad is just I feel that he dont have to suffer anymore and he died in his sleep ...

part of me is sad bcoz everything is just too quick, that was the last time I saw him before I came here to the UK ...

Without him, me and my sisters wont get the opportunity to have the right abode

he is the one who set our future lifes better

without him I wont be here studying in the UK ....

*p/s = is my mum's dad, my dad's dad had passed away 10 years ago.*

After crying me and BIG but tiny sis cant really sleep ... we are worried about mummy ...  bcoz she only get to see grandpa once or sometimes twice a year .... and you know in Hong Kong you can't get the funeral sorted immediately, you have to be in the waiting list, some people had waited for months ...

anyway it was a peaceful death, I'm glad he don't have to suffer like the patients in ICU 

he died in his sleep which was a good thing and he is already 91 years old =')

A grandfather is someone with silver in his hair and gold in his heart. Rest In Peace Grandpa ♥

well the next day I don't have college and I went to Convent Garden to make myself feel better ~

everything was black on that day ~ black long sleeve top, black with skull pattern top. black accessories, black stockings ...

I look so freakishly weird here

omg Baba been saying that I look like Michael Jackson when I put make up on and with my hair down

he is so mean ~

OMG !!!! I AGREE WITH HIM ....OMG !!!!!!!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT !!!!!

OMG I LOOK LIKE HIM !!!!!!! SHIT !!!

suicide*

BANG !!!!!*

anywaaaayyyyy ~~~

the area that I like to shop/window shop around ~

and definitely

my place per-heaven ~

The ladiesssss ~~

and I went to the

Mens ~~

doing some shopping at thite mens ~

huhuhuhuhu what sort of stuff that I bought at the mens department ??

who is it for ???

*stay tune ~*

went into the dressing room to try a leopard print tight sexy dress ~

pair my outfit with my furry sleeve coat and studded leather jacket

shoes of the day was studded leather boots

used to be £24.99 and is only £7 ~

it is a total massive dig

FOR my opinion ~ you dun need branded goods to make urself look expensive and good

a within £10 stuff can make u look gorgeous and expensive looking IF you know how to match things up well ~

here's the better view of the dress ~

although I'm not very into sexiness but I love the breast part ~ lolx

A furry vest with a nice studded belt

this look is to show out the wild and the sexy attitude

it looks nice if u unzip it it brings out more attitude and the details of the dress

smart and casual

a nice black blazer will do the trick and the puffy shoulder cutting will brings out the style

it doesn't look that good in pictures but I swear is great on the body

want something more teenage and japanese cawaii style ??

a nice simple black leopard cardigan to make it more stands out

want to show out the sexy style of you but still want to maintain the sophisticated and rocker style

black leather jackets that's all you need ~

see you can pair it up with so many different styles with a £7 dress ~

as for accessories: 

layers necklaces will be nice but keep it simple not the big chunky ones 

shoes :

*stick to black bcoz it matches the patterns of the dress and it helps the dress to stand out a bit more 

*avoid wearing the leopard print ones coz it will be too complicated and messy 

you want to wear something which is soothing the eye 

*pls dun match it with white/red heels, it will make it cheap and tacky ~

besides the dress I've bought a new ring ~

a big black chunky heart

with gold ~

price £3.99

after shopping I went to Gina Bf's place to have pizza

every Tuesday is a Buy one get one free pizza day

when I went into her Bf's place, I saw gina holding a tissue full with blood

I was so shocked and shouted "OMG !!! what are you doing ??!!"

well she was piercing herself again and she was careless and then the shit happens

Imogen was playing the most boring game "puzzle" with Gina

then I sat on the bed, chatting with them then I saw a nice big bowl of Maltesers

I picked one up and going to put it into my mouth then I smell blood and I was curious why there's red bits on it, then the memory flashback of Gina's bleeding ear ~

I shouted again " Ginaaaaa ~~~ ur blood is all over the maltesers !!!!" 

the bowl is on the bed, beside the bowl there's tissue

when she bend over and grab the tissue her blood drip into the bowl ~  

see the red bits ???

that's Gina bf's finger, SIR MAGNE ~

seeeeeeeeee seeeeeee ~!!!!!

I circle and arrow it !!!

we call and order pizza apparently we have to wait for 1 hour 20 mins bcoz it was a busy busy busy day !

while waiting ~~

LOOK WHAT I FOUND !!!!!

oooooooooooo pleasuremix ~

ooooooooooooooooooooooooo tingle ~~~

someone is doing naughty bumpy yum yum night ~ lolx !!!! =P

after 1 hour 20 mins ~

PIZZA'S HERE !!!!!!!

sitting on the bed nom nom the pizza ~

Imogen wants chicken so we order Chicken Supreme ~ ^^

we chit chat until before 12 bcoz after 12 the tube station will be close

so before 12 went back home

spent my time being a slow poke

sleep

then college, busy with my new assignment "Lovely Grub"

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(^.^)

BUNNY YEAR !!!!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!! GONG XI FA CHAI !!!!!!!

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