new year, new building, new atmosphere, new haircut, new relationship status, new ... I dunno lolx

2011 ~

Yay my college moved to a new building and is very nice but my classroom is darn small and is kind of shit

but still better nothing ...

anyway picyx will be taken soon when I bring my BIG BLACK BOYFREN there *my camera*

ou my handsome devil ~ rrrrrrrrraaaarrrrrrrr ~

anyway ... I seriously need a haircut coz I have serious split ends and deffinitely need a trim

so I look through my Japanese magazines for the hairstyle I want

the hairstyle I look into is very normal coz I really prefer straight hair 

I will have long wavy hair when my hair is much more longer until my elbow coz that kind of length is much more suitable ~

no make up picyx

swollen eyes coz I woke up just half an hour ago then I cam-whore ....

I just shower and brush my teeth and wear fresh clean clothes, lolx !!

I wore on that day :

denim corset top size 12 while I'm a size 8-10 ... coz this is the only one and I love it very much so I just grab and pay for it ....

white long sleeve shirt

baggy denim trousers

white dr.martens

cross necklaces

guess watch

SO ~ wanna have a look at my new hairstyle ???

Not obvious right ???

TEEHEEE ~

how about now ??? =))))

this haircut is my burfday pressie from GINA ~!!!!

lolx basically she paid for my haircut, it cost £37 ~ she paid £25 for it ^^

HEY £25 is a huge amount of money for us students okay ~ and I REALLY APPRECIATE IT ~

THANK YOU GINAAAAA

!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

and my black tutu skirt arrived yesterday !!! 

FINALLY ~ I'm so darn happy HEHE

BIG but tiny sis think that I look better with side long fringe ~

the tutu only cost £11.99 ~ while the postage cost £3.99 coz is from Hong Kong

pair up with a minnie mouse grey t-shirt

studded belt

black stockings ^^

that's how it look like ~

I wore it to college today and I've caught loads of attention from those CHAVY people

and loads of ppl said I'm cute which I dun quite like ppl say me cute coz I'm gonna be freaking 20 soon ~

I dunno when ppl said I'm cute I just don't get use to it 

~

well I'm offcially single 

yes me n Mr.D broke up because I think LDR = long distance relationship is really hard

when I watched Goind The Distance Movie

it is soooooo reflects my feelings towards LDR ...

having a partner right here in the uk makes a really huge difference

when I was with Hakan, I felt like "wow... that is how having an actual partner right here feels like"

but everything is gone too soon which made me cry a lot 

although I'm smiling and laughing

but

inside of me I'm really lonely, down and I really miss him  

well now I'm single I just have to suck it all up

get into uni

do some voluntary work

be responsible

I will survive ...

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