*♥*~So little time~*♥*So much to do ~*♥*: I'm 21 now ... eeek

I am 21 for 8 days ~ I cant complain bcoz I'm really satisfied this year's burfday celebration

there was 2 scenes for my burfday celebration

1 is romantic

2 is happy and I'm really bless ~

scene 1 :

I met this guy, his name is Mr.Q, his from china and he is 23 years old ... how I met him ? well lets just say fren's of fren ...

2-3 days before my burfday, he called me and asked me whether I'm home and alone on Wednesday, and indeed I was so I said yes ... on Wednesday midnight (so basically that will be Thursday), he called and he said there's a delivery for me, when I opened the door there he was, standing, holding the cutest burfday cake with mini firework candle ... he is the first guy who will did this for me, he finished his work and quickly rush to my place and be the first one to celebrate with me and yes I was touched .... but unfortunately he is not the guy who I hope for .... but better than nothing, at least there's someone who was there for me ... we started to communicate and hang out more, I know loads of dirt about him but my feelings towards him is very complicated ... and yes I'm really confused ... I just got out of a relationship, I no longer have the courage .... who can be the key to unlock my heart and soul to love again ?

he is good and everything, I always laugh and smile when I'm with him ....

but to be honest I'm scared, I'm scared that I will get hurt again ....I no longer can have that kind of pressure within me .... it was really bad, so bad until I wish I can cry and puke my heart out and die ....

I wish there's a book that have the answers to everything ~

anyway wanna see what he gave me ? =)

is a friends forever bear cake ^^

a cake/chocolate/ a card ^^, what more can I ask for =)

and yes ofcoz I camwhore with my burfday cake ... camwhore is a must lolx !!

On Friday, The Lew family decided to have burfday dinner with me ^^ and we went to a Korean restaurant Assa =))

my outfit of the day was :

coloured snake skin top, size 16 at river island

and yes it was my latest purchase =)) this cost me £10, it was on SALE !

besides the colours, this is what I like about this top ~

The accessories I wore :

my tissot watch and turquoise green-ish ring

diamante skull ring and buckled bracelet

camwhore of the moment :

I wear black for too long and too much, so I decided to wear some colours but something not vivid

me & the Lew family

I know Yunny is blur in this picture but I really do like the effect on her

me & Yunny

me & Xinny

me & Lew Mama

the om nom nomz ~ :

sea food hot pot

Korean Rice Cake

Kimchi Fried Rice

Fried dumplings

Kimchi Pan cake

Diet Coke, lolx !

Da jie took me to a Japanese restaurant to have sushi on my burfday !!! and yes she bought me atas coklat as my burfday pressie ~ !!!! *I know I sound so Malaysian*

Hamster is a major sweet heart bcoz she also gave me something on my burfday ~

a handmade card and a necklace from her ~ isn't she sweet ~~~~

I really do love it so much, what matters is the heart, this is the stuff that I appreciate the most ..

thank you hamster !!!!!! <3

so this is the end of my burfday blog post, now I'm gonna blog about the stuff that I bought recently ...

2 weeks ago I went to north London (Turnpike Lane) bcoz I want to build up my CV

and BIG but tiny sis saw this "hiring voluntary" notice at TRAID

TRAID is a charity shop that sells clothes but the money will be giving to people who had aids or those who are in need ... so I dropped my CV and decided to look at the shops ... trust the stuff there is sooooo major cheap and is very good in quality ~ so I bought this corset studded dress and when I try it on at Yunny's place it was too big for me and the dress is a size 10 ... basically my boobs are too small for the dress ... so I wanna exchange it to a size 8 ... Yunny decided to tag along bcoz she wants to do some cheapskate shopping with me as well ...

so yea this is the studded corset dress that I bought and fabric is in such good quality

and this cost me only £3 ... I know right .... absolute madness

I will definitely pair it up with my snake skin leather jacket to show some edgy style of me

*and yes my boobs are too small for this dress as well* haizzzzzz

Yunny bought for me this bracelet ... in a proper shop they will sell it for £15++

but this only cost £1

bought this denim like top and it cost me only £5

knit + leather jacket for only £10

and yes I bought something for the youngest sister

a floral jacket dress/marilyn monroe t-shirt = turnpike lane

hair clip = top shop

sticker note book = paperchase *bought by BIG but tiny sis*

bought this leopard furry hat for only £3 ~ !!!!! how crazy is that ~

accessories from topshop = the buckle bracelet cost me £1.50 (RRP 14)

double finger ring £1.50 ( RRP £9)

the measurement tape ring £8.90 (made me vomit blood, I forgot to check the price)

the black one is my old long sleeves t-shirt that I bought 2 years ago, I just had the passion to modify things recently, so instead of placing the scarf, I actually stitched it on ^^

do you remember this t-shirt at my previous blog post? and I've mentioned that I will show you lot that I modified it ...

yep this is what I did to it ^^

bought a USB memory stick, bcoz I lost the one that baba gave it to me

bought it at ebay and is only £6 for 8GB

bought a military hat that I've craved for ages ever since I watched the movie Coraline

Coraline is definitely my favourite animated movie at all time ~

bcoz the military hat is too plain and I still like to show my punk edgy style
, so I've bought this golden skull brooch and this will be added at the middle of the hat ~