Fantasise ~

Yep that's all of the single gals LOVE to do which is to FANTASISE about impossible LOVE

well you know ~ us gals LOVE to imagine to be in a relationship with a guy who is 100% impossible to be with ~ like some of you lot imagine to be with Justin Bieber or Lee Hom or something something ~

and ofcoz guys do imagine that they are having sex with a playboy bunny while masturbating

same concept*

when I was a kid I do fantasise myself kissing a handsome cartoon character *not gonna tell*

 although I'm out of being in a relationship and I DO fantasise myself to be with someone ~

I am having a huge damn crush on Zee ....

yep Zee a THAI model and singer ~

and apparently this Zee guy  is actually a SHE ~

I know ~ you lot might think " God, she must be very devastated until there's something wrong in her head" 

but HEY ! she is the most handsome person I've EVER seen in my life

she is a trans guy ~ so what ! I dun care ... she got the looks and YES she turned me on ~ PLUS she CAN turn any girl on ~ ahem* that doesn't mean that I think of her while I masturbate, coz I seriously cant imagine her with a dick here .... I AM very good with imagination but this ... sorry I just cant ~

I was on facebook and someone just posted something something on my homepage wall by saying

"the most handsome = girl and pretty = guy, from thailand"

I forgot the GUY's name, he might be Bom ? /Pon ?/Ngai ?/Mai ? /Duai ? .... I seriously dunno I just completely forgot ~ AHYA google by urself* 

BUT he is INDEED VERY VERY VERY pretty until I was like no way ~~~

and ofcoz I paid more attention on Zee la ~ looked through her profile and found out that she does have a mix with British, I was so curious about HER singing, was wondering does SHE sounds like a guy ... but in the end SHE DOES ~ OMG ~ all she needs is a penis !!!! SHE WILL BE 98% BLOKE !!!!! 

I watched one of her MV, I dont know what she's singing and no matter what I found thai is quite of a funny language especially through singing *no offence .... but thai human beings are good looking and pretty ~ I know a thai gal named Benja, a photography student from college, she is really pretty and I do love to chat up with her ~

see so good bcoz I SHARE for u lot to watch ~ so will you SHARE your money with me ? heh heh
errrr yea the singing is kindna MEH ~ but I enjoy watching it ! very sweet and sad in the end ~

I AM going to thailand to meet this human being .... ahya but my mummy wont let me laaaaaa, she will definitely spray me with some holly water through a hose coz as u know thailand is quite a notorious place for black voodoos and magic .... my mummy she watched tooooooo much those kind of tv programs ... will be planning to set a software to BAN all those programs to prevent her from watching ... 

this Zee human is really very good to imagine with ... I love her smile ~ n yes I sound like a gay now ~ HAHA

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 anyway I hang out with my ex ballet mate today, Ethel ~ as I called her as Wan Wern ~ can't believe that we actually met eachother in the UK ~

and this is she ~

we definitely CHAT A LOT OF STUFF ~ SO MUCH !! IS AS THICK AS HARRY POTTER BOOK total 7 series !

I know .... I love gossip, gals love gossip ~ but ofcoz I gossip about those bitches who bitch about me and ruined my high school life ~ I know is already over and is alllllll in the pass ~ but hey come on ~ they are scum, they deserve to be in my dirty list !

and ofcoz we were talking about modelling bcoz she is very familiar with the circle of modelling bcoz her close relatives were models and miss malaysia during the 80s/90s, and they know huge hong kong celebs like charmaine cheah and top models like amber chia shits and stuff ~

so I had a vegetarian lasagna/diet pepsi/ lemon sorbet ... and yes I need money from BIG but tiny sis coz been hanging with frens a lot lately ~ 

 so outfit of the day was a black tank top/leather leggings which I've recently bought from H&M/leather jacket/ black dr martens

 yep simple as that, but to show more about my personality,sense of style and to spice up the whole outfit

 I've wore some bold metal gold accessories ~

bought the gold necklace and bracelet within £5 booyah !

so yea ... u dun need branded stuff to spice up ur fashion sense ... good sense of style and styling is the main thing to feel good about being fashionable 

gonna end this post now ~ my chocolate mask is been on my face for hours

so gonna take a nice warm shower and OFF to bed now ~

BYE !!!!!

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