*♥*~So little time~*♥*So much to do ~*♥*: Clueless

I dunno what to put for the title ...

my heart is still in pain until I need loads of stitches ....

I've asked him what I've done wrong until our relationship had shattered into pieces ...

he said he is tired of every argument, he is the one who is being wrong ...

I was sleeping when I received his msg, my eyes was like -.- to @.@

I was confused ... we didnt even argue ...

he just magically dissapears and apparently like someone else ....

but come on seriously, when I was under depression, he ignored me and contact with someone else ...

n that's not wrong ?

HE IS SO INCONSIDERATE AND THAT'S IS SO UNFAIR TO ME

When there's an argument n loads of disappointment did I fall for someone else ... there's 2 guys asked me to be their gf but I didnt accept them bcoz I stayed on my ground ... they are good looking n rich and they are in the uk, one knows how to play the piano so well until it made my heart beat ....

did I magically disappears, stop talking to him and fall for someone else ?

I DIDN'T

that made me burned up until my face was really red ....

I cried bcoz I was really hurt and angry .....

I really dont deserve this .... I love him with all my heart ... why can't he think the stuff I've done for him ...

2 years of over 100 hours of waiting hours for him, doesn't that mean anything to u ... ?

telling you I really do love u, dosen't that mean anything to u ?

can't wait to go back to malaysia is bcoz I can finally meet u, again dosen't that mean anything to u ?

just bcoz u feel tired of being the wrong and like someone else ....

that is so unfair .... every single day when I woke up there's a clump in my throat ... will find it hard to get up bcoz of my painful chest due to crying under the covers n strain my chest ....

that's all I'm gonna say, can't say anymore ....

*cried bcoz was very angry and hurt, had my brunch, deleted all the SMS that he sent me and went for a jog ... I'm all sweaty and good, I feel pretty and I'M A STRONG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, XD HA!*

I posted this on facebook and I got over 10 human beings *like*

a photo of me with natural make up =)

anyway shopping moments, YAY !

I bought a black maxy dress at H&M online, is a size freaking 8, I usually can fit in a size 8 but I CANT NOW ...

I'm fat .... I have 2 asses ~

lolx !!!

luckilly the receipt said that I can go any H&M shop to change it , major bless

so ofcoz I went to the H&M at covent garden ~ *heaven*

apparently there's no more size 10 .... only 8 and 14 ~

but then I saw the dress which is the same style but with different length ~ so no can do I chose it n took it home, when I was in the tube it suddenly gives me the feeling that I better check it so I did ...

mother F .... I got the size 14 dress .... coz I look at the label n it state US 10 ...

US 10 = UK 14 .... when I try it my breast is just not big enough, my breast just cant seem to place properly at the pad ....

so haizzzzzzz, I went back there again.... I want to make my travel worth so I decided to stay there again n look around ... n that is what I bought ~

changed a size 10 black dress/ men's white shirt/ polka dot bow/ chunky ear rings/ major cool rings

these are the rings that I bought, aren't they major awesome or what !!

the circle one is the major coolest ... look how BIG and chunky until u can put ur dick in it !!

lols ! no laaaa ~~ just kidding

leopard head ear rings, they are really heavy until my ear lobe will be extra 10 cm long ~

went to the men's wear and I really enjoyed myself ... I need a white shirt bcoz now I like to wear it over with a nice woolen top, and yes I look majorly smart and stylish .... will camwhore someday ~