dum beee dum dum

 First day of half term,

well I went to the V&A gallery again coz I need to do some drawing, I drew 2 sculptures and is very shitty ... I just dun have the mood to draw, I sat there and look at the sculptures blankly ... I just pack my stuff and look around for an hour, then I saw this chinese guy he is so darn good looking and he is sketching one of the sculpture,he is soooooo darn omg especially when he is picking a good angle with a pencil in his hand and with one of his eye close ..... *sigh*

his style is

an arty type of guy but not toooooo arty which I totally darn like

a bit of street style but smooth looking

*heart melt*

some guys are so darn handsome when they are busy doing things n didn't notice you spying him

Do I sound like a pervert ???

*slap slap*

 today is me and Mr.D's one year anniversary (^.^)V

we've been together for a year now, well I do thought of going our own separate ways coz I'm tired and not that happy of having this long distance relationship, I thought I can cope with it but end up I was  lying to myself all the time, I do love Mr.D is just I want to get rid this burden off my shoulders, I really dun like the "we can meet each other once a year" policy, is sad and confused that whether our love is true ... and seriously I'm scared that Mr.D is lying to himself and I'm scared that maybe he doesn't really love me is just that he doesn't know .....

I really dun like to hang out with BIG but tiny sis when his BIG head (her bf) is around

coz when we are outside I will either walk infront or behind them

watching them together made me feel quite depressed and I dunno why I feel disgusted .....

*no offence*

when I ask for break up he ask me a question

"You dun want to be with me?"

I was thinking ... am I really with you ?? or Are you really with me ???

I really feel insecure ...

Am I really ur girlfren Mr.D ? Am I really ur love one ??? Is it worth that we still continue ??

I can't go back to Malaysia every year ... someday you will be tired of waiting

dun push the girls away who are really infront of you baby, some of them are worth for you ...

anyway

Happy First Year Anniversary ^^

*~~~*
I really love rings very very much ~

and guess what

my armour ring is finally here ~~~

yay !!!

ebay is like our everything !!!

if we want to find something EBAY will definitely pop into our mind

and

TA-DAH ~

yeng or not ? yeng lerrrrr ~

I'm soooo happy happy

actually I wanted to buy Viviene Westwood armour ring

there's a seller from Korea sells these for £20 only

original price is £150

but I want it long like cover the whole finger so end up I didn't buy it

see half the finger nya ... dun wan ~

my armour ring cost for like £6++ with posted fee

I'm a cheapskate with style

BAHAHAHAHHAHAAA ~

ofcourse as always

camwhore :

very happy with *BIG =)*

okie dokie

wanna go to shower now and continue to watch my korean drama

Dun feel sad baby Mr.D

I still love you ~

but  I do hope you will tell me how you really feel ...

*DUN LIE TO ME OR TO URSELF*

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