Majorly Fcuk My Life

I was really depressed and upset for 2 days but I've cried twice yesterday

I've had some serious "skin infections" on my face

I'm already an ugly person plus this "skin infections" had made me look extra fugly

I feel like a monster

My dad and BIG but tiny sis said I've had this shit* is because I've used too much chemicals,less fruits,always depressed,already had inflamation but ate loads of seafood,change of weather and surroundings.

yesterday was my first day of having Minocycline 

the more I look at pretty girls on facebook the more sad I am

I need to put make up and take pictures to look better

NOT PRETTY BUT BETTER ~ those girls dont need make up and yet they still look so damn gorgeous

How I wish I can BE LIKE THEM, why CANT I be like them ???? 

I have no intention of going out, if I do I need to wear a cap

I feel damn ashamed of being Mr.D's gf

bcoz other gfs are like perfect ~ I know in this world no one is perfect but at least they look perfect 

I WANNA BE A (LOOK PERFECT GF BITCH)

I WANNA BE MR.D'S PRETTY LADY ~

T~T

*stab stab slit slit*

(omg,tears rolling on my cheeks now)

Although I'm at home but I'm taking the 1.5 litres of water everywhere I go 

Is to like remind myself I need to drink more water and avoid laziness of going to the kitchen

Baba said I have to change my diet as well

  

I'm going to do plastic surgery after I've graduated from the University 

nose, high-cheek bones,oval face shape and have bigger eyes/big fox eyes like Gong Li or Zhang Zi Yi

I tell you I really dare 

I've said to myself :

I'm going to pierce my nose at the age of 15 *voila I did it*

I'm going to pierce my tragus at 16 *I did it*

planning to have a tattoo after high school *I did it*

The things I want I will deffinately get it

Hope my skin will be better next week ~~ Minocycline pls help me to look better

fight those nasty skin infections for me if you do I'll marry the person that invented you and I'll give him countless of yum yum night ~

*END*